AlphaTrooper

10. Spoken - Last Chance To Breath 9. Chevelle - Wonder What's Next 8. Blindside - About A Burning Fire 7. Emery - The Weak's End 6. Jimmy Eat World - Futures 5. Coheed & Cambria - In Keeping Secrets Of Silent Earth: 3 4. Underoath - They're Only Chasing Safety 3. Dead Poetic - New Medicines 2. The Juliana Theory - Deadbeat Sweetheartbeat 1. Project 86 - Songs To Burn Your Bridges By

Over a year and I'm still alive. I have some stuff to post but not tonight, I should have been sleeping 2 hours ago. Hockey starts tomorrow and I am so stoked. I have been fooling around with my camera that I got back in Feb and I have a bunch of awesome pics to upload. Alot of them hurt to look at. I guess when you put every last ounce of effort into a relationship that doesn't ever go anywhere, you get really hurt after. Ten and a half months, not wasted, but sometimes it really feels like it. It's been almost a month since that dreaded saturday that was going to happen someday. I cried so hard then, and I still cry every once and a while,

Well, I am back, changed yet again into a slightly different person. Learning alot each and every day about myself, who I am.  I become more and more theological every day, and get more and more confused. Is this good? Maybe....